life routine.

2008-08-04T22:43:00.001-07:00

is it childish to play the hard to get game?
esp when the other person possibly dosent even care?

2008-07-30T16:10:00.001-07:00

i am getting mixed signals.sighh.confused..

2008-07-29T07:10:00.000-07:00

everything was perfect till today,
now im left hanging,
unsure about what is goin on,
in some sense abandoned..
sigh
i miss you and i dont know what im supposed to do..
wait??
sighh
jealousy is an emotion i seriously hate man!!
I hope things go my way..
i hope im the one you choose..

2008-07-22T00:31:00.000-07:00

im sorry i got to pretend as if you never said what you said because i just dont know how to face you.. i hope im doing the right thing because i dont want to lead anyone on.. sorry

2008-07-21T13:28:00.000-07:00

I REALLY DONT WANNA GO BACK :(

lost

2008-07-21T11:11:00.000-07:00

what do you do when you feel so alone and lost?
when the one you depended on has left you?
when it feels like theres i noone around?
its not so easy to pick your life up..

after a long time..

2008-07-19T10:12:00.000-07:00

i haven blogged in ages.. haha..
well alot of things have happened in the last yr that i haven blogged
one major thing that most ppl alr know about.
i must admit that was the hardest 3 months of my life, and i must really thanks my friends who were there to help me get thru it. you know who u guys are.. so thanks!! haha

found out alot of things about what you did to me and how you lied to me.. so maybe that helped..
well anyways here are a couple of pictures frm this hols

i dont think anyone reads this blog anymore at least so i shall ramble on.. haha
well i think its safe to say ive fallen for someone new.. always fall for the wrong ppl la.. i realise i think im addicted to the chase. but this time i decided stand back and jus let things take its course (: but now its not going too well cause im letting myself get beaten out of the race haha but its ok la.. i wont butt in.. if its fated then things will go my way (:

well its holidays now.. pretty bummed hols are nearly over..
been having a pretty good holiday, not that excited to go back, going bk on wed alr.(sadly) .ski trip coming up.. haha.. i dunno how thats gonna be man.. hope its gonna be fun (well at least you will be there) haha!
thats the only saving grace of the whole trip.
well i am excited to go back and get my new piercing!! hahaha think its gonna be my last one la..growing old alr haha
other than that i really dont wanna go back.. enjoying it right here where i am.
if you were mine now im pretty sure i wld love to go back.. haha.. start afresh but!! haha.. yeah so ill just see how (:

humans are such interesting creatures.. going after what they cant have haha.. human nature is realy quite odd..

so.. today has been quite a normal day of chilling arnd.. haha..
1)in the morning went with my dad to sign up for driving basic theory.
2)came home and crashed till around 3.
3)went to town to meet steph..
4)shopped around.. din really buy anything haha.. lousy quality shirts!! haha
5)steph and i went home to join my family for a barbaque
6) we cabbed to town to meet anthony.. we were supposed to watch wedding daze but there were no tix.. den we wanted to play arcade and pool but somehow ended up at anthonys place.. played with their hamsters haha.. so freaking small la.. quite cute tho
7) went home

haha yeah pretty normal day.. ohoh!! i jus remembered.. haha there was this song i wrote when i was all bummed and stuff.. haha here it is..

Everything rocks when you’re gone

(Revised version of everything sucks when you’re gone my mxpx)
!>All i ever needed was for you to love me too
Come on fucker
Was it so hard
For you to be faithful

A month ago you left me
And tomorrow i’ll leave too
You’re in my heart and on my mind
I’ll not bring you along

Everything rocks when you’re gone
Everything rocks when you’re gone

A dream of our reunion makes me curdle in my gut
How so very far away you are
My sun begins to shine

A month ago you left me
And tomorrow i’ll leave too
You’re in my heart and on my mind
I’ll not bring you along

Everything rocks when you’re gone
Everything rocks when you’re gone

Its not ok, its not ok
Cheated on me fool
Its not ok, its not ok
Ive got revenge set on you
Its not ok, its not ok
Ive got our memories all kicked out
Its not ok, its not ok
You should have been faithful
And stuck on with me

A month ago you left me
And tomorrow i’ll leave too
You’re in my heart and on my mind
I’ll not bring you along

Everything rocks when you’re gone
(i hate you, don’t need you)
Everything rocks when you’re gone
(i hate you, don’t need you) x2

looking back its quite funny la.. like how i write such stuff in states of depression.
all i can say is life is unfair and it dosent always go the way we want it to..
so when someone decides to leave you its not the end of your world
just pick yourself and look on the bright side cause there alot more to life than that someone.
esp if they cheat on you and decide to up and go just like that. chances are you din mean that much to them.
so... MOVE ON!!

haha just some advice to ppl in the same predicament..

ohoh i must say ah!! my results were pretty ok considering the circumstances i studied in.. haha must thanks God man (:

well thats it for today la.. shall update another day!! bye

2007-03-13T02:59:00.000-07:00

melbourne is boring!!!
shit lar alrdy starting to have assignments
haha feel quite lost actually
like cause they dun tell you when things are due
den like damn shit lar
haha ok so recently celebrated pong's and beng's bday
bengs bday was just ytd
quite messed up cause alot of us got like damn high on the brink of getting drunk
hmmm
was quite a terrible night for me
den this morning had diffiulty waking up for school
like i woke up at 8
den like kept going back to sleep till 9
luckily i could still catch up wit the class when i reached
i feel enriched by intro micro
hmmm
i seriously dun feel like i am in uni
like although alot of people are my age in uni
but like i still feel quite young
haha ok lar i shall go do my accounting and managing now :)

2007-02-22T07:08:00.000-08:00

ok so i've been in melb for quite some time
and this is the first time i am blogging
been quite bummed
ytd i sat on my ipod and the screen cracked
talk about fat ass
haha its quite shit cause i always put it in my back pocket
and just sit on it
oh well
i think i shall get a nano while getting it fixed
damn sad lar omg
well sch has been boring
haven really met people
i guess next week i prob will with sch starting proper
qutie psyched
i got monday's free!!!
haha its quite cool cause you get to do your on timetable
and choose what time you want your classes
other than that been quite boring over here
oh!!
today met this damn friendly girl in sch
she was like promoting this phone plan
omg damn friendly lar!!
haha thinking of changing plan to that one
but i am under 18
oh and my parents are here
its quite good cause they pay for alot
but i kinda feel bad cause i haven been spending that much time wit them
nvm..
k shall just stone here now.. haha nite nite

2007-02-06T06:32:00.000-08:00

haha ok so here are some pics from a day at east coast,
just for tiana i woke up aat 8.30 to go all the way to bedok
she was late as usual so lim and i had "breakfast" at some hawker centre
damn funny when we saw tiana we kept screaming at her but she never hear
damn malu lar everyone was staring
quite usual since all the albert people are so loud haha

this is my fav pic of the day :))
a nice back pic of me and tiana
hahaha early coffin?? choi lar hha
wa i tell u we jumped so many times to get a pic in the air lar haha

wa the dustbin was damn smelly lar!! (lims idea haha )

lim dunno how to read the signs lar they say dun tamper with the thing she still touch tsk tsk haha

so sad we were put in jail... haha
haha ok so it was quite a fun day haha although up to now my butt hurts from the cycling haha tiana damn funny whole day wanna race me..

well anyways just got a message from tiana

she is not leaving this thurs anymore

haha so now she has to send us off!!

hmm,

(please don't pull me back in, i am done, have been since we ended)

2007-01-30T04:07:00.000-08:00

Unrequited Love

I am, in your absence, incomplete...

Each day too empty,

each night too long,

Following shadows down an empty street

Thinking, each corner I turn will be the one

Where you’ll be waiting for me.

Alone in a crowd,

I seem to see you just ahead,

But as I push my way to go where you seem to go,

I do not find you...someone else instead

Bears the form that made my heart lurch so!

Sometimes I hear your voice across the street,

Or someone smiles the same way you smile,

And just for a moment,

you are here with me

And I with you for just a little while.

Always the quest,

the seeking and yearning,

Waking in the night, saying your name

Then restless slumber,

the constant dreaming

Only to find in the light of morning...After all...everything’s still the same

baked thingy!!

2007-01-28T22:30:00.000-08:00

haha ok so thats my baked potato thinngy!!
hahaha
so today i wanted to bake muffins but my house ran out of eggs!!
bummers!!
so i ended up making my lunch
wo hoo!!
i must say i have learnt how to cook abit!!
not bad k
at least next year wun starve haha
for those of u who have looked down on my culinary skills
you shall never taste the wonderful cooking of christine teo
muahahaha
ok noww i kinda stink form the smell of fried stuff but nvm ishall wash up before i go out
so toodles!!
ps: that so didn't sound like what i wld say haha

BEHOON!!

2007-01-25T22:02:00.000-08:00

haha i just made beehoon!!!
wo hoo
just now was damn funny lar
i cut the chicken, den must cut strips right??
after i cut the whole fillet i picked it up and it was still in one piece!! haha
my maid laughed like mad lar
omg so malu
so have been trying to learn how to cook
ytd i cooked fried rice
i sure pity steph next year have to eat my food
i think we will die of food poisioning lar haha!!
i think everyone going back to melb is trying to learn how to cook
yi chian is supposed to cook for me everyday!!
wo hoo!!
haha
we are damn pathetic lar
talkng about our fried rice on msn
haha!!
ok so ytd went to watch happy birthday
personally i thought it was quite a bad show
i mean it was choppy and draggy
like ok sad and romantic lar
but so what??
haha
ok i am gonna watch another movie today
the painted veil later
hope its better
haha i have been like watching movies everyday lar
this is the life of a loser hahaha!!
oh i think i shall bake soon!!
actually i think cooking is quite fun
but i realised that after i cook i dun feel like eating the food i make
haha!!
my poor parents :((
ok i shall go watch some tennis and shower den its time to go out!!
byebye

2007-01-25T02:32:00.000-08:00

hmmm ok so the game is over :((
sigh
RODDICK LOST!!!
haiz
he got trashed
actually he played a good game
but was just not good enough
like everything went federer's way lar!!
sigh

2007-01-25T00:00:00.000-08:00

haha so i was looking through some photos and came across this photo :)
we were supposed to be studying (at qv)
but yeah ended up doing stupid things
lucky the security guard din come scold us lar haha,
good times good times
ok so ytd i watched the mighty ducks 2 and 3 haha
for those who don't know it is a hockey show
i know the name sounds dumb but its actually a nice show
i liked it when i was younger
so ytd when i came across it i was actually quite excited.
haha anyways while watching the show i actually came to a conclusion :))
u know how in hockey defense is very important,
no matter how strong the other team is with a good defense they wld never be able to score right??
so isnt that very applicable to life??
like never let your guard down
if u always keep your guard up
no one would ever be able to hurt you :))
so yeah just something that came across my mind
ok so in abit i will be watching the federer and roddick match,
i am kinda looking for an upset
roddick is seriously playing alor better with his new coach
i hope it will be a good match,
hmmm
i feel quite loser stay at home to watch
haha but nvm shall go out after
prob gonna watch babel, perfume or happy birthday
happy birthday looks quite good :))
ok shall update again some other time
bye bye :)) smile!!

2007-01-24T08:17:00.000-08:00

haha thats my darling dogg :))
anyways been quite confused lately
i don't like not knowing whats going on but hey who does??
haha i have been quite lethargic lately
dont really feel like doing anything
but yeah gotta get off my ass and enjoy :))
so today i met rocky for abit we catched the illusionist
is was quite a good show i must say
ok really need to work out more
that day i ran until i was going to die lar haha!!
omg so unfit.. haha
ok i shall continue stoning now byebye :))

2007-01-22T20:39:00.000-08:00

ok so i kopped this from steph's blog hhaha
dunno why it turned out so small anyways i gotta defend myself k??
haha it was more steph said "chris!! come to me!!"
haha don't listen to her rubbish. haha!!
hmmm i need a job!! no money liao haha!! sigh the life of the poor!!
hehe since i am so bored i think i shall start studying haha :)

2007-01-22T02:47:00.000-08:00

HI I'M HIGH TODAY!!! HAHAHA.
hmm i dunno what to do
feel like humping!!!!!!
:D
humping feels good!!
mmmmm
slurp
i remember last year or last last year, i shouted to steph and becky. to "suck my boob juice!" haha! good times.
i'm lousy.
i need to learn econs (:
hahahaha.
heehheee

i can't wait to get a bar!
i shall attract hot ang moh guys.
they will love me for my bar.

haha that sounds wrong. hahaha.

i'm crazy.

alright. i need to go drink lots of alcohol. and play pool. and club. and have some hot steamy, mid blowing, wet noisy orgasms.

turned on yet?

if you are, call me at... nevermind. you can look for me at geylang lorong 69. (:

ps. i am not a whore. just your friendly neighbourhood 'friend'

lubs! *muacksmuacks!*

byeeeeeeeeeeeee

2007-01-14T03:02:00.000-08:00

ok so i havent been blogging as steph recently reminded me so yeah since i got nothing much to say i shall just out up some recent pictures :) so today i went to mei qis birthday lunch thingy, it was at shaslik (dunno how to spell) the food was quite ok i guess but i didn't really know most of the people cause they were like all her friends only knew like the few sc people but it was still ok :P

ok so those are the few pictures from todayy, haha after that i just went back. thought i was going to sleep but den couldnt so i went to swim haha. ok so now i shall just put up a few photos from some of my past meetings wit friends :)
me and jolene

haha so ytd i met jolene went wit her to her church. it was like seriously damn long and i was so hungry haha :) but anways den went wit her to eat dinner. was fun to see her again i guess we all really did have a fun time at mrs soh :) all the food we ate during tution, haha laughing damn alot i will seriously never forget lar. omg like the amount of macs we ate was like amazing haha :) i guess those days were a big part of my sec sch life but fun dosent last forever eh?? haha but the memories will never fade :))

so quite some time ago i met cherilyn haha she is still as short!! haha but yeah if i remember correctly we ate pepper lunch den after that she dragged me to go some pub which was rather boring haha :) but nevermind catching up wit her was great :))

so those photos were from some tie back when mei and i went to sentosa :)) for those who don't know she was my childhood good friend :)) i think we cycled tanned and canoed and swam haha :)) it was fun except i was sad i din get tann haha !! oh well

yes yes not the forget some of the melb people who i crashed acjc wit. mike wong and lim. haha damn sad i tell u!! i took out my helix earring cause i thot go there sure kana caught if got so many ear holes den i couldn put back den had infection so i had to close it again haha. but yeah i really iss the melb people :)) cant wait to go back although miss ang prob wun be goingback :((

yeah thats all i have really been doing, going out haha i've been good haha had some ups and down like mabye thinking day?? haha!! but yeah all around i am a happy kid !! haha :))

2006-12-30T08:00:00.000-08:00

sometimes life is o conincidental you just hear songs that kinda relate to you :)
i guess the only difference is that i'm not going anywhere :)
a new year, a new start :)

JUST SO YOU KNOW - jesse macartney
I shouldn't love you,
but I want toI just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you,
but I can't moveI can't look away
I shouldn't love you,
but I want toI just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you,
but I can't move
I can't look away
And I dont know how to be fine whenI'm not'Cause
I don't know how to make the feelings stop
Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I won't sit aroundI can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want toI just gotta say it all before
I goJust so you know
It's gettin' hard toBe around you
Theres so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way
And I don't know how to be fine when
I'm not'Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop
Just so you knowThis feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before
I goJust so you know
This emptiness is killin' me
And I'm wonderin' why
I've waited so longLookin' back
I realize it was always there,
just never spoken
I'm waitin' hereBeen waitin' here
OoohJust so you know
This feeling's takin' controlOf me and
I can't help itI wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you knowWhoa
Just so you knowWhoa
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let goOf you but
I don't want toI just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
Just so you know

2006-12-26T06:46:00.000-08:00

hmmm i just realised that i can't really say stuff on this blog, i think i am damn slow, haha so i shall get a diary hahaha!! all i can say is that i need to save myself!!! wo hoo!!

2006-12-24T23:33:00.000-08:00

haha ok dosen't that just look so tempting??? haven't really been doing anything this holiday:( damn sian lar like got nothing to do one haha anyways so ytds ytd i met wong lim and tiana stupid mama told me we were meeting for lunch den of course when i reached i realised we were not haha and it was like 3 plus liao lar lucky i was not hungry. town is really damn boring lar like the only thing to do is watch movie eat playpool and shop?? which is not really my thing. today is christmas and i am not doing anything damn sad lar so just not i went to church and had lunch wit my family, family bonding wo hoo!! haha so now let go back a few days to last thursday :) i went over to stephs house for a sleepover. we rented some dvds. ok so we watched final destination and raising helen. Not to forget we ordered mac donalds damn pig lar omg omg omg haha but damn nice haha. tha nuggets above are from that day :)

a damn ego photo hahaha!
well the next day we woke up at like 1 and watched hide and seek. watch in the day seriously like not effect one. when we wathed final destination it was quite freaky got the spooks cause we watched it downtairs in her living room.
later we got hungry and made our way to town for lunch :)
another ego photo hahaha

And to no surprise we ate at swensens. omg we freaking ordered damn alot. like each ordered a main course and had a caesar salad to share. Oh we are damn freaking dumb lar we didn;t realise there was dressing for the salad till we were nearly done with it hahaha! then of course we flooded the remaining bits with damn alot of dressing haha
our dessert!! looks damn nice right?? then after that we went to play pool at ciney :) where after that we met mike who told us that mel yeoh was in town so we decided to go say hi :)
met up with tiana wong robin and mel yeoh :) where i was forced to eat somemore hahha

ok so that was the end of that day. havent really been doing much since :) just slacking around. freak its damn hard to get fit again lar. ok looking at all the food i ate in less that 24 hours it seems quite impossible but i'm working on it k?? ytd i went running with rufus and he freaking tripped me lar!! i was like rolling on the floor lucky only ly little finger kana scratched haha yes so i've been running k?? will soon be be fit hahaha!! ok shall go running soon so thats it for now bye bye :)

2006-12-19T07:03:00.000-08:00

mama stop grabbing me lar i know you love me hahaha
haha so this is the only group photo i have cause i don't have all the photos but anyways all i have to say i THANK YOU and i loveyou guys!! i really miss living in albert house having you guys living in like the room next to me, i really hope nothing will change next year :)
Ohana = albert kia!!

some random photos :) omg beng looks scary hahaha!

awwwwwwww janice and me, omg the freaking bus took damn long lar omg omg omg
qi squeezing herself in to the photo hhaha damn loser lar
my face is freaking re omg, blame it on the long island haha
beng bend me tiana and womg :)
qiqi flirting wit me hahahah!

me and syafiq

me and neo

me and andrew

me and poh

me and si kai

me and wong

me and janice

me and shaleen

me and mel

me and beng

me and qi qi

me and tiana

me and yi chian

i cant wait to go up to malaysia!! woots anyways i don't have the rest of the photos from after hard rock cause my cam ran out of space haha, the disguting photos of me with cake on my face might be put up soon if i get it anyways i shall blog more another time, the photos took damn long to upload lar haha good night!!

2006-12-18T02:49:00.000-08:00

THANKS ALBERT KIA FOR THE BEST BIRTHDAY EVER!!!!!

ok so i just came back from the most interesting birthday celebrations and special thanks to mama nd trenny(hahaha) for planning and for the malaysians for coming down

shall elaborate later but for now i am going dinner wit my parents!!

bye bye

2006-12-16T23:20:00.000-08:00

so yesterday was a very interesting day haha i guess i am not as strong as i used to be, but anywyas to everyone sorry i have been damn distracted in everything i do and it always seems like i am on some other planet although i am physically here but thats gonna change :P woots!! so i just came backk sorry lao po !!! i din know my parents were gonna come os fast ahah but i will make it up so you!! well i shall go sleep now haha good night!!

2006-12-14T01:18:00.000-08:00

its been a really bad day

it just seems to get worse and worse

i hope its not a sign

2006-12-10T20:37:00.000-08:00

i've missed you for so long
but it dosen't seem like you are missing me
so i guess after some time
i just stopped missing you

2006-12-09T05:35:00.001-08:00

shit i miss you guys!!
its like damn weird not being able to go look for anyone at night
just walking out to eat supper
going to big w
souvlaki!!
omg life just isnt the same
see you guys on -69 day hahah :)

anyways i miss you!!
its like i am empty
sigh
i cant tell you how much you mean to me
because i am afraid you will tell me not to like you

haha ok lar no more emo shit its just fate right??
i am like sitting here bored out of my skull
and i freaking put on alot of weight
must go work out lar
my aim is to get a 6 pac
haha den i will be hot wohoo!!
now i am off to watch a dvd haha
byebye :)

2006-12-09T05:35:00.000-08:00

wo hoo!!!!

2006-12-05T16:37:00.000-08:00

exams are over and they seem like such a distant memory.. haha i just spent like 5 hour packing up my room but there is still so much to do.. oh well i shall take my time haha i feel so clean now lar jus showered, like felt so digusing just now when i was packing,, freaking sweaty lar!! anyways later albert house people going st kilda :) gonna be fun!! i wanna cycle lar.. and now i shall go sleep haha bye bye

2006-12-04T02:48:00.000-08:00

creepy rite this was my drama poster.. haha anyways
5 more hours!!!!!!!!!!!!!! woots!!!!!! studying sucks but its life eh??

2006-12-03T19:49:00.000-08:00

ok i know this pic looks damn emo and its not alwaays true but sometimes this is just the way people feel eh?? haha always treasure the peopel that are close to you and never take them for granted :)

so its 2.50 pm now.. in about 12 hours i will should be sleeping and then another 3 hours of paper and i am free!!! omg i so cant wait!! haha so this is my analogy, i am like the bird that kana caught haha and now i am trying to get free but the string is too tight, i have fought my way to set myself almost free and there is just a little more to go!!! all i gotta do is suffer a little while more and it wil all be worth it :) no more dreaming abut m&c, nomore waking up in a panic cause i was supposed to be studying, no more caffine pills or red bull, no more stress, no more eye bags!! woots sounds good eh?? of of course lots and lots and lots of sleep to come yay!! hhaha i think tmri am gonna be like a crazy person lar its gonna be so much fun!!! hahaha ok so i shall go study now!!

2006-12-02T19:32:00.000-08:00

haha we all look damn spas but good memories :)

2 more days of studying and i am done!!! got alot to go but i think can finish lar :) gotta bia for like 48 more hours woots!! ok off to study :)

2006-11-30T00:40:00.000-08:00

shit!! i seriously feel like shit now!! its like this sucks so bad :( everyone is finishing and i am the last, can just jump down the building now lar its like study so hard also for what, just dun go melbourne uni lar i seriously dont give a fuck la!! AHHHHHHHHHHH

2006-11-29T01:54:00.000-08:00

argh i am pissed!!

I DONT WANT TO STUDY ANYMORE!!!

this sucks lar like exams are damn long and i am loosing steam, just got no motivation to study, why cant i be the way i was in secondary like jus bo chap everything. esp studies. melb has seriously changed me, i used to be so unaffected by anything around me but now i seem to care which feels like shit. boo cant wait to go home and slack like shit just lie around and do nothing :p that will feel so good!! like dont have to wake up thinking "oh no!! i overslept gotta stuy NOW!" that seriously sucks like shit. the feeling of urgency everyday, feeling like you have not done enough. imagine this topped up with other stuff can like just do die lar oh well 5 more days till exams are over hehehe that will be cool but then i gotta pack up my room in one day haha! but i am looking forward to that. woots!! hmm i shall go study now :p tata

2006-11-28T10:17:00.000-08:00

shit today has been tiring yet unproductive!!! argh like woke up at 1 pm cause i slpet at 5 den after that went to the law library from 2 to 6. From 6 onwards i like dind't do anything till after 9.30 when the oc ended damn shit!!! was like just reading some accounting. after that till now have only done the accounting revision paper!! argh anyways i know its damn retarded but i am damn buai song that most people end damn alot earlier than me!! like gotta suffer alone.. damn suck lar!! its like when everyone is playing i will be there studying what shit! i can just forsee myself not concentrating and that is gonna be detrimental to my grades hahah trying to sound chim. ok lar i think i should go sleep soon liao
like brain has stopped working, and the cycle shall continue tmr.

2006-11-27T05:40:00.000-08:00

a warm welcome to teo's utopia haha :) anyways today has been such an unfruitful day!!! din get any studying done shit cause like din sleep the night before so slept from 12pm to like 4 plus? then after that jus went for dinner. even at state library din manage to get much done cause like only stayed there till 9 when it closed. bugger! anyways as usual ate damn alot lar, haha after we left state library i was like "wanna eat doughnuts?" haha den being the greedy poot stoops is she was like yeah den ended up eating that plus macs nuggets haha we are such greedy people lar!! so here i am now hee :) trying to study my media, dun think i can sleep again!! argh oh well another one more week and i am done!! damn shit lar like alot of people are already ending their exams gotta go into isloation once most of them end exams if not i will feel damn shit when i see them playing haha :x oh yah ytd stoops and i were talking bout going home its quite interesting how like i wanna go home and yet i will miss melbourne. like there isnt gonna ever be albert hosue again where we can like just go look for each other. No more "lets go eat souvlaki!!" or "lets go Big w" haha its quite sad how we find pleasure in going to the supermart but then again its the company that matters eh? haha.. in singapore it will be like "u wanna go NTUC?" omg that sounds to weird. its like we can no longer hang out as a big group anymore, even with the singapore people i really don't know what it will be like but we'll have to go with the flow eh?? This year has really passed damn fast, seems like just yesterday that i walked into albert house (thinking it was a shit hole) which it still is but its the people that have made this place fun!! by next next week today we'll have all gone our seperate ways not knowing if we'll ever come back to melb again.. haha ok lar.. i shall go study now no time to think of this yet :p byes byes

woots

2006-11-25T23:43:00.000-08:00

hi everyone, its been sometime since i last blogged hee but anyways here i am. melbourne is fun
but cant wait to go home too!! Only 12 days to go here, gotta treasure the time with the albert

house people :) will definitely miss them but luckily i will still get to meet some of them in singapore. Even with the fun there would obviously come some problems, but i have learnt quite abit from them. Like keep your heart close to you, do not let it run to someone that is not willing to keep it. Today i kinda found out something that killed a little part of me but i guess some emotions are not to be shown, plus u dont know i know so whats the point of being affected hee.Actually mabye i am jus jumping to conclusions haha who knows.. since i cant say it to you in person i my as well get it out here hahaaa ok..To you: i love you but i cant keep clinging on to something that is not there, i hope that there is something and sometimes i feel you are there but then again there are times where you are so distant and i feel as if i don't know you at all. Ok enough with the emo shit haha :) today is shyanne's birthday so

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STOOPS!!!!!!

we had an interesting celebration ytd, haha very very very very dirty!! just imagine water bombs, eggs. flour, whipped cream hehe. And alot of screaming people. Ok so first the plan was go into her room with a cake and pretend like that was it cause everyone had to go study but that back fired cause not everyone left saying that was mean HAHA. after eveyone FINALLY left the kidnapping started haha but that was damn sad yet funny cause i tried to blindfold her but i couldnt and of course she just saw all of us hahaha later poh carried her but hecouldnt carry all the way!! haha till ytd i thought poh was damn strong hahah! anyways den finally made it to carlton gardens where the mess began with the throwing of all the stuff haha made a damn big mess but being good singapore cirizens we cleared everything up :)
poor shyanne and qi qi couldnt get the flour stuff out of their hair damn sad haha jus imagine like 20 more people bathing like crazy to get clean haha. ok so that was fun :)

Anyways i haven forgotten spore people, but there is one in particular that i have to sa something to :)

to steph: i know that you say we haven been hanging out that much lately, its really not that i don't want to but its just that i am really really busy. I still love you!! and you still mean alot to me so don't ever think that anything has changed k?? i really look forward to being your roomate next year and i wanna spend damn alot of time with you when we go back to singapore k?? hmmm now i shall proclaim something to everyone..

I LOVE STEPH!!!!!!

now i gotta go so goodbye everyone

2006-04-17T09:31:00.000-07:00

The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero.You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

haha i decided to blog and i id this quiz part of it is just so true hahaha well life has been boring as usual :P

steph here!!

2006-03-31T05:31:00.000-08:00

hello this is steph here(:

chris met steph yesterday! chris felt weird because stephs mom was there. chris looks the same. she has the nike bag that steph wanted (ANGRY). we need to stop having the same things!! chris is supposed to bring steph for max brenners! haha but steph is busy now setting stuff up.

chris feels shitty and wants to jump off a building cos she has exams. she had to analyse some poem just now. i think she shd have finished cos she is an efficient person haha people in singapore have planned stuff for chris when she goes back on the 8th! (: lucky person. anyway chris should study

oh and she doesnt wanna update her blog anymore cos she is a pig.

haha chris's room is also very very messy. i shall not say anything about her feet HAHA okay bye(:

in australia

2006-02-18T07:15:00.000-08:00

hey everyone haha i am in australia noww miss you all!!!!!!! haha anyways don't forget me ya? haha been in australia for like one week liao its been fun went for the introductory lectures on friday it was quite bad cause the aircon was spoilt but like met alot of new people so it was cool haha been spending everynight room hopping haha make so much noise until people complain haha albert house is kinda old and my room is damn small but like its damn fun living near all your friends. i tell u ah when the lectures start i sure to get lost la haha the mebourne university i damn bag la and everything looks the same haha oh my internet is like damn screwed haha cause like i got limited usage tomorrow i am going church with christine, christine, melissa , wen qi, robin, ken, dunno who else haha i know la got 3 christines in albert house its damn funny anyways its like 2.30 here so i am going to have difficulty waking up for church haha. on monday i gotta go for courrse selection but i only gotta go at 2 plus so thats good. the text books here are like damn ex la i dunno if i have enough here haha but i think can. well i think i am rambling now so like i shall stop here. see you all soon when i come back. night night

2006-02-10T02:23:00.000-08:00

SEE LA ALL BECKYS FAULT!

sorry lar. her lapop so hard to use. humphs. chris popped my vein! rawrness!
i love chris!!!
but i love her more!
they are playing lame hand games that pops hand veins.
haha she's very stupid, put her luggage right in the middle of the room, make life so difficult. haha.

hdhdhdhskhdfscnaluebrvjdbfveghufvdafirfsbSLVFLDSJ

the torture of suspense

2006-02-08T05:47:00.000-08:00

I AM GOING TO HAVE A HEART ATTACK AND A SEIZURE ALL AT THE SAME TIME . PLEASE SOMEBODY SAVE ME

whee

2006-01-31T05:03:00.000-08:00

um. im here i am at chris' house now.stoning.

we went out with anthony and steph just now =) funny dinner. ok dunno wad to say already haha. we ate pizza and drumlets and stuff. ice cream too. haha. okay anthony only. saw funny fish too. looked like balls. haha. one of them was shitting strings. lol. watched fun with dick and jane today too. yup. okay im lost for stuf to type now. aha.

reuben here btw.

bye bye

you

2006-01-28T07:09:00.000-08:00

whoever read my blog ytd and are wondering why i deleted that post its cause i have decided to stop brooding bout that haha its a damn retarded issue and it shall not be talked bout anymore haha she is part o my past someone i prob wil never meet again to why hate?? haha anyways wad goes around comes a around so i shall try not to btch haha! peace :)

bored me!

2006-01-28T04:42:00.000-08:00

today was like a damn boring day which lead me to the conclusion that i only worry when i have nothing else to think about haha anyways today i watched the womens australian open finals which amelie mauresmo won in the end due to the retirement of justin henin hardene (not sure how to spell) it was kinda sad the way the match ended but it made me realise that the world is actually kinda fair. if anyone watched the semi-finals between justin and maria sharapova you would know that sharapova was "cheated" of two very important points which would have ensured her place in the finals today. You know wad? what is life if you spend your life jus hating someone haha to i oficially out everything behind me haha i am making peace with the world :) sorry to everyone i have offended haha and sorry i am never one to admit mistakes haha i have make alot of comclusions today i feel smart haha! To everyone that has realised how to work my blog and is reading this HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !!!! and those that are awaiting the olevel results GOOD LUCK !!! and may my doom await me haha!

my first post :)

2006-01-27T06:44:00.000-08:00

hello